For someone who loves as deeply and intensely as I do, the last few months have been weird.It's not as if I've forgotten how to love.Maybe I am a bit scared to love you this time. Maybe I'm scared that you won't love me the same.I've thought of giving you my heart, loving you with … Continue reading Maybe: A letter to the Lady
PEACE!
I want to be your peace Not just on the days when the storm is raging but on those calm days.I so desperately want to be the one who knows which action calms you down and brings you back to your natural space.Peace But let's be honest, I'm also a storm.One that rages and blows … Continue reading PEACE!
Dear Crush -8
I think I'm in love! Let me rephrase that, I'm feeling that feeling you feel, when you're feeling a feeling you feel you haven't felt before. Too much English and feelings errh? I feel like that sometimes.Let's go back to the main part of today's letter to you. I enjoy listening to you speak. In … Continue reading Dear Crush -8
Dear Crush -7
You've done it again!I don't know whether you put powder in your hand and blew it on my face But you did it again!You made me desire the one thing that isn't good for me,YOU! I sat and thought about you one morning and I recounted everything I had said about you in my previous … Continue reading Dear Crush -7
THE CURTAINS ARE DRAWING ON THE YEAR OF THE JUBILEE
This hymn comes to mind today. MHB 10 Now thank we all our God,with heart and hands and voices,who wondrous things has done,in whom this world rejoices;who from our mothers' armshas blessed us on our waywith countless gifts of love,and still is ours today. I've spent quite some time in the last week reflecting on … Continue reading THE CURTAINS ARE DRAWING ON THE YEAR OF THE JUBILEE
COMMUNICATION IS KEY
The title of today's pre-birthday post is a very interesting one and I'm not too sure what you're expecting, but I hope I surprise you. One thing I've struggled with in my 20 something years on God's green earth is communicating how I feel about certain things. It's been one of my flaws and you'd … Continue reading COMMUNICATION IS KEY
TAKING FULL OWNERSHIP
Over the last few days, I've been thinking about quite a cocktail of things. I've considered the implications of certain actions and inactions over the past year or so and I guess it has inspired me to write this ahead of my birthday. Many of us a scared of taking full ownership for our actions, … Continue reading TAKING FULL OWNERSHIP
WELCOME TO MAY!
Hey Hublies,See what I just did there? Combining “THE HUB” and “LOVELIES” to give you hublies! Creative right? It’s been a minute since I wrote something that didn’t have “love” at the center of it all and I think it’s time to take a break considering we are in the month of May. All that … Continue reading WELCOME TO MAY!
Dear Crush – 6
You're doing it againThat one thing that confuses me.I don't usually get confusedBut on this one, I constantly get confusedI keep trying to understand why you do it.To protect yourself?To protect me?Or are you unaware of it?In my heart, I wished you didn't know about itYet in my mind, I know you're fully aware of … Continue reading Dear Crush – 6
Dear Crush -5
The joy is back I don't know if it actually ever left or whether it was suppressed because so much was going on.This past week, I felt the joy that inspired me to write to and about you.Everytime I hear "Joy is Coming," I look around to see if I'd see you - my JOY.I … Continue reading Dear Crush -5
Dear Crush – 4
Last night, sleep proved elusive- even evasive.It'd been a while since thoughts of you ran so rampant in my head, being a disruptive force.Yes, I thought of you!I thought of what could be if only you let me in.I thought of spending hours in your arms- not talking or moving- just listening to your heartbeat.I … Continue reading Dear Crush – 4
THE HUB 