NOT THE PLAN!

This wasn’t the plan

I didn’t plan on falling in love

I didn’t plan on craving your presence and your touch.

I definitely didn’t think it’d reach the point where I’d wait eagerly for your messages and smile when the notification finally appears on top of my screen.

What then was the plan?

I wanted a friend, a beautiful one inside and out.

I wanted someone I could talk with and find happiness in.

I wanted you.

I still don’t know when I started falling but I guess it didn’t take so long.

I fell and I fell hard! Deep into the well of love.

Your love!

I tried climbing out but every time I tried climbing, I sunk deeper.

I’m at a crossroads now. Should I do everything to climb or I should allow myself to fall deeper.

Once again, this was not the plan.