INFATUATED

You'd normally see wordsmiths using big words that send you scrambling for a dictionary.That isn't really my style but today let's say I'm infatuated.Yep, I said it! This is not one of those other letters that I write. This one is different but equally special.My infatuation has been hiding in my back pocket ever since … Continue reading INFATUATED →

Maybe: A letter to the Lady

For someone who loves as deeply and intensely as I do, the last few months have been weird.It's not as if I've forgotten how to love.Maybe I am a bit scared to love you this time. Maybe I'm scared that you won't love me the same.I've thought of giving you my heart, loving you with … Continue reading Maybe: A letter to the Lady →

PEACE!

I want to be your peace Not just on the days when the storm is raging but on those calm days.I so desperately want to be the one who knows which action calms you down and brings you back to your natural space.Peace But let's be honest, I'm also a storm.One that rages and blows … Continue reading PEACE! →

Dear Crush -8

I think I'm in love! Let me rephrase that, I'm feeling that feeling you feel, when you're feeling a feeling you feel you haven't felt before. Too much English and feelings errh? I feel like that sometimes.Let's go back to the main part of today's letter to you. I enjoy listening to you speak. In … Continue reading Dear Crush -8 →

Dear Crush -7

You've done it again!I don't know whether you put powder in your hand and blew it on my face But you did it again!You made me desire the one thing that isn't good for me,YOU! I sat and thought about you one morning and I recounted everything I had said about you in my previous … Continue reading Dear Crush -7 →

Dear Crush – 6

You're doing it againThat one thing that confuses me.I don't usually get confusedBut on this one, I constantly get confusedI keep trying to understand why you do it.To protect yourself?To protect me?Or are you unaware of it?In my heart, I wished you didn't know about itYet in my mind, I know you're fully aware of … Continue reading Dear Crush – 6 →

Dear Crush -5

The joy is back I don't know if it actually ever left or whether it was suppressed because so much was going on.This past week, I felt the joy that inspired me to write to and about you.Everytime I hear "Joy is Coming," I look around to see if I'd see you - my JOY.I … Continue reading Dear Crush -5 →

Dear Crush – 4

Last night, sleep proved elusive- even evasive.It'd been a while since thoughts of you ran so rampant in my head, being a disruptive force.Yes, I thought of you!I thought of what could be if only you let me in.I thought of spending hours in your arms- not talking or moving- just listening to your heartbeat.I … Continue reading Dear Crush – 4 →

FORGIVE ME

Forgive me for the way I love you Forgive me for not showing up the way you'd want me. Forgive me for occasionally forgetting the little things that make you smile.Forgive me for not realizing when you're in need of a shoulder to put your head on.Forgive me for not knowing you as well as … Continue reading FORGIVE ME →

QUESTIONS ON LOVE!

Love! It confuses me.Sometimes, I can't make head or tail of this extremely beautiful yet complicated feeling.Do we make an intentional effort to "fall" in love?Does it happen by some supernatural means?What does love actually mean?Does it only mean vulnerability and openness?Is there more to love beyond that warmth you feel around a person?Does love … Continue reading QUESTIONS ON LOVE! →

Dear Crush – 2

In my last letter, I spoke about a few things that set you apart from others. Today, I'm taking a very different route so without further ado here goes!I'm not entirely sure why I yearn for you.Could it be your personality or your aura?I think, a bit of both with some spice!I enjoy catching you … Continue reading Dear Crush – 2 →